Friday, July 11, 2008
People's lives are intertwined in one way or another. We encounter various people in our daily lives. We interact with them and affect them in one way or another. We may meet them almost everyday and develop an indefinite relationship with them, whether it's friendship, acquaintances, or just plain people we see each passing day. People laugh with other people, they get conversations with others, even dating with each other with no reason but to interact. This is the unwritten rule of humanity, we can't live alone. We can be independent, but can't live without interaction. Think about it, you're all alone, no people around, no loving animals. What did you feel when you thought about it? Sad?This my readers is just a feeling brought to you by that thought. That's just one of the things you'll feel when you're alone. We're no strangers to solitude, we're once like that.I find this as the truth, and that's just a part of my truth as it grows little by little every passing second. Labels: Life
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
OK, I've been in CA, USA for 3 weeks already. I've been cooling out here for a while. Taking my time.
There's a weird place we went to a few days ago, it's called Mystery Spot. It's been featured in Time magazine. It was really weird. In ground level, the law of physics was still normal, until you step inside the boundary. The highest point in a slanted concrete platform was the lowest. Balls roll upward. And it gets weirder when you get into the cabin. You'll feel light-headed. You're standing straight but in fact you look like you're slanted yourself, but that's just a few meters outside the cabin. When you enter the cabin, it feels like you're being pulled and you're slanted like 45 to 60 degrees. You'll have a hard time to jump from one point to another, as if gravity has changed. I tried to lay down on the floor and oh boy, I got pulled to a corner.
And it's a good place to get exercise, heh.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
--Change--
Well, it's been a year since I became single. And I must say that I like it better. I don't have anything to worry about except my academics. I also met people better than what I've already met. In fact, they became the group I now belong to in Mapua. I haven't had any communication with my High School classmates, but forget about them, I didn't belong to their group in the first place. I even forsake them as they bring more painful memories than the sweet memories that I got from my group in High School and College. I think I changed alot. I can't point it out for myself, but I know I did change.
Maybe in the studies. Maybe in the clothing. Maybe with the way I befriend people. Who knows. We just unconsciously change, for the better or for the worse.
Friday, August 03, 2007
Cleared mind.
So now, I have a clearer view who I really wanted to be with. I know it maybe a bit weird but trust me, it isn't. I already knew her before I knew the people I once loved. My heart was just sleeping when we first met, or maybe it was awake but not yet very active. I met her 6 years ago, when I was 10 years old while she was 7.
We parted and met again 3 years later, for our cousin's wedding. She got the bouquet, while I had the leg garter. I was just as embarrassed as I always did in front of a big crowd. We were in the spotlight. We again parted.
We met this year in New Zealand. When I saw her, my heart had awaken and embraced the sleeping love for her. She also arrived here in the Philippines last 2 weeks. Now, I spend my time with her as she is leaving for New York this upcoming Friday. I'll be waiting for her to grow up. While waiting, I'll reserve my heart just for her.Labels: Love Life
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
I just arrived from New Zealand yesterday. The vacation was the best. I travelled into 3 countries. 2 days at Brunei Darussalam which I enjoyed becuase of the cuisine. I tasted the different sides of Asia. What I enjoyed the most in it's cuisine is the indian food roti kosong. After Brunei, we went to Malaysia by sea. We saw that it's just the same as Brunei. But we just spent the a day there and by the night, we went back to Brunei because of our flight the day after.
I also spent a month in Auckland ,New Zealand. IT was great! The weather, the people, they were all great! I went there to spent my vacation there but I did more than what I expected. I was back, my old self. Someone helped me drop the weight of depression. NZ is a great place to loose a nut, the place itself helps you to relieve stress. But it was sucessful becuase of one person, just one.
Ermm.. I'm stopping those habits. New Zealand's weather is great, THe month of June is the start of Winter, which could reach below zero. but you could still swim in their warm indoor swimming pools. We were there just in time of Autumn. Every weekends, we gone on a long drive. We gone to beaches and gone for hikes too. The last trip we gone to was Long Bay. There, we grilled in an electric griller. And I swam in a chilling sea, which I say is about 15 degrees celcius. But I could swim the same as in a swimming pool. I want to settle down in New Zealand!!!
Update: I just uploaded a few pictures, hope you like them. Here's the link. New Zealand April-May 2007 Pictures
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Here I am in New Zealand, having fun with my relatives. I've met with my cousin's cousin. She grew up, wow, she gre up fast. We've only parted for 2 years or so. Heh, she's much more pretty than a few years back. Weee! My heart is now skipping beats! My blood is livelier. I'm happy now. I've never felt happy after that day with my ex. She's a lot younger than me. She's only 13 now while I'm only 16. I don't know what will happen in the future but I'm sure that I'll be her side. Oh yeah, I have to make the best of this week. She's going back to New York this Friday. I need to fill in the holes, I need to spend time with her.
I've also met with my long time childhood friend. I first met him when I was in Grade School, about grade 4 or so. He grew up too. He's now studying in College. He's cool. He's only 2 years older than me. Maybe he could show me around. YEY!
I've decided that after I've finished my studies in the Philippines, I'm going to migrate here in NZ. Everybody here in the North Island of New Zealand is nice, they will smile at you and even wave at you. Nothing can beat New Zealand, that's for sure. You could make sushi and sashimi here with real crab meat, as in real! They are HUGE! They even have a Timezone here! SWEET!Labels: Mixed
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
I'm leaving for New Zealand tomorrow afternoon. I know it would be only for 1 month since I still have school in June or July. I know that some of you will miss me, some may not. But I do know that I will. There are times that I want to leave this country because of my memories. I hate looking into my memories but why do I do it?>_< I still don't know, maybe I always want to look back at those times that I was still very happy with people I love. Maybe I want to remember the pain that she brought when I courted her.
I shouldn't be like this, I wasn't like this in the first place. I still love her, I really do. If ever time comes that I could choose the day I want to go back and live the following days, It would be November 22 2006. I would make everything right.
I would like to call my friends but... I don't have the money to call them. Maybe tomorrow, I'll call them or leave them a message. And I'll call her to bid goodbye...
