Shadows of the heart: April 2007
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
「 what behind my shadow. Tuesday, April 17, 2007 」
Here I am in New Zealand, having fun with my relatives. I've met with my cousin's cousin. She grew up, wow, she gre up fast. We've only parted for 2 years or so. Heh, she's much more pretty than a few years back. Weee! My heart is now skipping beats! My blood is livelier. I'm happy now. I've never felt happy after that day with my ex. She's a lot younger than me. She's only 13 now while I'm only 16. I don't know what will happen in the future but I'm sure that I'll be her side. Oh yeah, I have to make the best of this week. She's going back to New York this Friday. I need to fill in the holes, I need to spend time with her.

I've also met with my long time childhood friend. I first met him when I was in Grade School, about grade 4 or so. He grew up too. He's now studying in College. He's cool. He's only 2 years older than me. Maybe he could show me around. YEY!

I've decided that after I've finished my studies in the Philippines, I'm going to migrate here in NZ. Everybody here in the North Island of New Zealand is nice, they will smile at you and even wave at you. Nothing can beat New Zealand, that's for sure. You could make sushi and sashimi here with real crab meat, as in real! They are HUGE! They even have a Timezone here! SWEET!

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
「 what behind my shadow. Wednesday, April 11, 2007 」
I'm leaving for New Zealand tomorrow afternoon. I know it would be only for 1 month since I still have school in June or July. I know that some of you will miss me, some may not. But I do know that I will. There are times that I want to leave this country because of my memories. I hate looking into my memories but why do I do it?>_< I still don't know, maybe I always want to look back at those times that I was still very happy with people I love. Maybe I want to remember the pain that she brought when I courted her.

I shouldn't be like this, I wasn't like this in the first place. I still love her, I really do. If ever time comes that I could choose the day I want to go back and live the following days, It would be November 22 2006. I would make everything right.

I would like to call my friends but... I don't have the money to call them. Maybe tomorrow, I'll call them or leave them a message. And I'll call her to bid goodbye...