Sunday, November 27, 2005
Our Lady of Peace
Somewhere out there
Last time I talked to you,
you were lonely and out of place.
You were looking down on me,
lost out in space.
Laid underneath the stars,
strung out and feeling brave.
Watch the red orange glow,
watch them float away.
Down here in the atmosphere,
garbage and city lights,
you gotta save your tired soul,
you gotta save our lives.
Turn on the radio,
to find you on sattellite,
I'm waiting for the sky to fall,
I'm waiting for a sign.
All we are is all so far.
You're falling back to me,
the star that I can't see.
I know you're out there,
somewhere out there.
You're falling out of reach,
defying gravity,
I know you're out there,
somewhere out there.
Hope you remember me,
when you're homesick and need a change.
I miss your purple hair,
I miss the way you taste.
I know you'll come back someday,
on a bed of nails I'll wait.
I'm praying that you don't burn out,
or fade away.
All we are is all so far
You're falling back to me,
the star that I can't see.
I know you're out there,
somewhere out there.
You're falling out of reach,
defying gravity,
I know you're out there,
somewhere out there.
You're falling back to me,
the star that I can't see.
I know you're out there, oh.
You're falling out of reach,
defying gravity....
I know you're out there,
somewhere out there.
You're falling back to me,
the star that I can't see.
I know you're out there,
somewhere out there.
You're falling out of reach,
defying gravity,
I know you're out there,
somewhere out there.
You're falling back to me.
Well I know,
I know.
You're falling out of reach.
I know...
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Something is bothering me, why do I exist? why do I feel envy for my sister? and why did my parents didn't care for me until I walked? But I know that there are questions not to be answered and doors that is not meant to be open...
The answers lie in our precious little heart, If we think about it, we will just have to die... If I was just in control of my heart, I would just make it stop to feel nothing, just numbness...
A friend once told me that if he was just the wind, he'd be just with me... I wish I was like that too... the pain and agony that my sister feels is nothing compared to what I feel every minute, every second...
the loneliness
the humiliation that I feel everytime I see that person that made my heart as cold as ice and hard as steel...