Shadows of the heart
Monday, December 19, 2005
「 what behind my shadow. Monday, December 19, 2005 」
I've got a confession to make...

It all began when I walked the dog... I just wanted him to do his thing but before my very own eyes, blood was scattered on the floor and my leg too... before I knew it, my dog almost killed a little neko(cat). I got scratched by the cat who was really bloodied... my dog's nose and mouth was full of crimson red blood...

I can't believe I let my guard down, it almost took my sanity for a moment... and as adrenaline pumped into my blood,I let myself spin the dog while the cat was in his mouth... I tried to separate the cat and my dog...but all was futile, the cat was already weakened by the dog's furious bite... and that moment I got them separated... I'd put this memory behind if I can but it would still be fresh like a meat from a butcher shop...

I still bleed as my mind is being tortured by the looks of the bloody cat... staring with those cold yellow eyes...