Shadows of the heart
Friday, May 19, 2006
「 what behind my shadow. Friday, May 19, 2006 」

I could still remember the memories of my childhood but what I can't remember, I can't remember the reason my change... even if it was still somewhere inside me, or is it no longer inside me? But one things for sure, I didn't even realize that I changed. But it didn't take a short period of time but it took 16 years of hardship from bullying, I even thought of suicide but I haven't the guts to do it but a voice inside me reached to me and said running away from your problems wouldn't solve it but it will worsen it to a mountain instead of a handful.

Even now, I would be laughed at by others. But onethings for sure, I will stand with my own feet and no matter what happens, I will walk with my own feet.

Ready Steady... Can't hold me back...
Ready steady... give me good luck...
Ready steady... never look back.
And I'd hate anyone, even if they are my friends or even teachers, who call other people trash or insults, I'd make sure they will be punished. No one deserves to be called trash. I've been also called trash and being insulted but I always never mind those guys... but I will make sure they will never insult anyone again...