Shadows of the heart: June 2006
Saturday, June 17, 2006
「 what behind my shadow. Saturday, June 17, 2006 」

Current mood Tired and pissed off

Current Song L'Arc~en~Ciel-Blurry Eyes

*sigh* I only slept 5 hours today due to excitement. This day was the first of my 4-sesson College Entrance Exam Review. I woke up around 0600 hours. I did my morning ritual... check the net for news... I became so excited that when I got to the destination, I suddnely became sleepy... It was so much fun! I met new friends and I got a lot of new information. I went home around 1200 hours.

I got home, I was so hungry and tired that I needed to breath a lot. I saw my onee-chan opening a can of tuna. I was really hungry and tired. Then out of the blues, she asked to buy her some "kalamansi". I got pissed off!!! She didn't even think that I was tired and also sleepy. I suddenly raised my voice... she got pissed... HEY! I'M THE ONE WHO SHOULD BE MORE PISSED!!! I'M THE ONE TIRED AND SHE WOKE UP AT 9:00 AM!!!

She should know that I'm not a bloody robot!!! I get tired!!! I've been treated like an errand boy ever since I was a little boy! I have the right to complain not as a brother but as a person!!!


Thursday, June 15, 2006
「 what behind my shadow. Thursday, June 15, 2006 」
thank you ^_^

hehe... I just found out that nagi just tagged me and I have a present from her... I'm an accidental rude person... sumimasen... I never got a chance to thank nagi for her kindness. I've never had a gift all these years.

this is the first time I had a present from someone I know little about.

I've been a complete fool... I've shut out some people that actually treat you as friends. Even if it's a gift she made for many, I'm still touched. ^_^

Arigatou Gozaimasu nagi-hime.


Thursday, June 08, 2006
「 what behind my shadow. Thursday, June 08, 2006 」
Tiresome...tiresome...

*sigh* I'm more tired by climbing stairs up and down... but I'm not getting tired by the lessons or the school work, it's the stairs... that's because my classroom is on the 5th floor and there's no nearby canteen but only on the ground floor... and I have to got to the far away canteen to have a good lunch and I always have to encounter a flood of frosh just to go there and eat. There's also a long line with no means of ventilation... damned... oh well... that's why I decided to have my own bento(packed lunch)...

But of course it's really great to be in the 5th floor too... I only have to walk a few meters just to see Yuffie, my enspiring forehead... and it's also a walking distance from the computer room that the unfortunate girls end up going to the IR building which is on the other side of the campus...

It's now or never...