Wednesday, April 11, 2007
I'm leaving for New Zealand tomorrow afternoon. I know it would be only for 1 month since I still have school in June or July. I know that some of you will miss me, some may not. But I do know that I will. There are times that I want to leave this country because of my memories. I hate looking into my memories but why do I do it?>_< I still don't know, maybe I always want to look back at those times that I was still very happy with people I love. Maybe I want to remember the pain that she brought when I courted her.
I shouldn't be like this, I wasn't like this in the first place. I still love her, I really do. If ever time comes that I could choose the day I want to go back and live the following days, It would be November 22 2006. I would make everything right.
I would like to call my friends but... I don't have the money to call them. Maybe tomorrow, I'll call them or leave them a message. And I'll call her to bid goodbye...